So heres November 2009...just rolling along, and how numb this passing time becomes...and it seems the weather outside freezes my heart...and theres is this undying hope that unthaws its cold dead beat...and gives me life agian____the kind of reviving breathe that you get when the wind has been knocked out of your lungs
and he is that relief, the sign of Gods forgiveness - so im blessed with this time left unfilled only to fill it with words for God and tell him how sorry i am...how blind ive become...how i need him to open my heart...light a fire so it can never be frozen agian
...and as i stood there in church i realize how selfish i have been...i walked down a path so empty and dark - i finally reached the end - the end is the way that this boy holds my hand...its how he had the courage to take my hand ((and he wont be perfect and i understand)) but he is like a masterpiece compelteing my own work of art...as the quiet sets in all he wants is my undying love...i feel his touch and wonder just how long until he breaks my heart...but as i stood in church i felt as though nothing surrounded me ((no pain...no love...no hurt)) just life...God whispers in my ear and i turn to my side and there he is worshiping the Lord...i smile that unforgettable smile...blessed to be a part of his life...blessed to have him in mine...and he helps my healing heart - i feel safe agian - the most gracious part in it all is that God is involved this time...maybe this means i get more time...more time to love...less time to have loss...a better chance at perminance in my heart....a grasp at holding onto an unbreakable faith
*Lyle Dean Rogers* October 2009
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