- this is my heart....and it needs to be in London
Last Night - so i have the funniest joke ever...three of my exes are at a party....thats it, well i thought it was funny
until i came to the realization that im a complete slut/whore/undateable human being
...i really dont like who ive become...and how i put myself out there like somehow Prince Charming exists....
i trust people way too easily....and i think about the future and im the kind of gurl that could fit in anyones life
but whos the type of guy that fits in my life???
so im giving up dating - im going to say no to those who offer...im going to ignore those you suggest...and im going to stop stressing over being afraid and alone
im giving all of those males up in order to find myself...who i am without everyone else
i know that i need to be a better person...i know i need to laugh more...stress less...and set myself up for more acheivements then failures
i need to stop thinking about the "what if" and start thinking about the here and now
i need to stop hurting myself with the past memeories of those who insisted on breaking my heart
because i used to be much prettier and in time i will be the untouchable
im not the give it up and give in gurl anymore...i wont kiss just because...and i refuse to have another male in my bed...and i refuse to be in any other males bed until i get treated like the Lady that i am
I left the dating websites behind...im sick of the pigs...the rude...and nasty self proclaimed gentlemens
i have so much more to offer then sexual favors...cute looks...and a rockin body
fuck the world...i have a mind of my own...an education im proud of...and a successful career to look forward too...i dont need a guy to pull and push me around...i dont need them to tell me who to be
i dont need to date to be happy...i dont need anyone to hold my hand...
i need myself...and London
because London always made me smile... <3
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