I am very much out of control...and i know i have the inner strength to fix myself...the business major in me feels like i need to plan every second of every moment of my life out in order to prevent the mass chaos that i find myself in
so today im taking the time to take a step back and plan...plan out the next two weeks of my life and really put my life into perspective
i have to stop living like i want to die
just because love walked out of my life and is not coming back dosnt mean my whole world should suffer
i can be a big gurl about this...i can pick myslef up off the floor, wipe my eyes, and look at myself in the mirror and remember how beautiful i am
because the boi that broke me dosnt deserve to continuously hurt me
i cant let him have me anymore
its really been a rough year...but i want to be a person of high standards and morale value by the time i turn twenty
i believe that i owe it to myself to make a mark on this world and accomplish the goals that i literally dream about
and i will surround myself with healthy prospects
i will ask God to take a bigger part of my life into his hands
i will rely on myself for strength and reliability
i am who i create myself to be...i can be whoever i choose
and because i am not fully happy with where i am now...a change needs to take place and thats exactly what i will do
no more past
no more tears
no more regrets
no more fears
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