Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Waiting around...agian

fuck my life i wrote a whole gawd dam paper for Theron and his fucking teacher liked his version better...thats fine i was sick of wasting my FLIPPING TIME TYRING TO MAKE HIM CONTENT WITH LIFE ANYWAYS>>>WOWOWOWOWOW wat a fucking waste
when am i going to learn to stop helping people that hurt me....i have a serious issue that should be resolved at some point because its obviously not working out for my retarded ass
screw this....screw it hard and loud
i havnt done a whole lot in the past couple days...ive been banshing myself to the dark abyss that i call my room...with the windoew covered in black
and i make myself live with depression because i know better
i know that you make yourself feel the way that you do and i could change it at any moment
but im choosing not to
i want to feel the lonliness...the emotional pain...because then at least i know im feeling something
...what a piss off
i should really learn how to please myself before i start pleasing others...this is just getting ridiculous

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