Monday, October 19, 2009
Ranch With My Pizza
Prince Charming...what happened to fairytale romance...and gentlemen like conduct??? And i miss Theron a whole bunch...and i wish he would dig his head out of the whole of "patching relationships up" phase David wont ever fucking change i guarentee that much...and i can honestly tell you that ive tried to see the good in him once more, and well it dosnt exist...its quite the concept really...he has no heart, no feelings, just rage....he is soul less...and Theron _ GOD DAMNIT your stronger then this, your better then him, and i swear my life would mean more if you where in it... but i cant help it when im the one who pushed you away...but you understood me...you where the first person to hold me back from self harm..you gave a flying fuck and thats what eats at me on a daily basis...i still think i can be with Matt for no good reason other then i broke up with you to be with him...and thats not a good enough reason he was never really that special...not like you...not like us...we have more then enough in common to conquer this world...and when it comes to the end of the day you where the only boi in my life that ever took care of me...and now i just wear my mood ring like its no bodies business...cause its my little reminder of you...and how much you made me laugh...and how silly me and you where together... we are like the craziest people i kno!...well im slightly challeneged mentally - we kind of both are really....anyways i fucking went thru hell to contact you the other day, and now i feel super bad about it - cause you never really told me how much it was hurting you to be friends...you just kind of left me - and we all know how well i deal with people leaving me..i just wish i could RAWR at you over texting agian...i just want to RAWR! :( but i get it...i really do...just promise me your out there being my favorite t-pot in the whole world! K? kkk.....miss you and love you always
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i never thought you were going to notice.
ReplyDeleteI dont want to leave you, but i need all or nothing. the tension of being "just friends" is unbearable.
if you want to fix this, its all on you! God knows that i did absolutely everything in my power to repair the chaos you instated in both our lives. Now its your turn to put forth the effort if you truly want anything. You can fix this, but you haven't taken the initiative to do so. desparately trying to get a hold of me is admirable, but nothing is more powerful than spoken words (phone call), they have tone and voice that typing lacks.
you can fix this.
-Theron
P.S. i have the ring, i have the CD's, i have the love letters, i have the pictures. i needed to know your intent before i simply returned them to you. i dont let go of memories, and those are mine.
you have to call off the dogs in order for me to contact you...aka your bff and mine >>> they are mad at me enough for texting you the other day
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