Energy Shot

how do you go about forgiving someone who literally tore your whole world apart?...how do you even stand talking to the boi who picked up and gave up on you the second things got hard...the second another gurl looked his way...how do you read his words saying "you where right"..and "no one could ever love me like you did"...so im stuck between this crossroad of trying to anaylize his evey words and contemplate how to handle this situation...ive moved on i really have so what makes him have this insane power to change my mind about him? he hurt me shouldnet that be enough to walk away from his realized failure? and i cant believe the position ive found myself in...i never would of thought he would ever say those words...i never would have guessed his intentions...maybe he got hurt, or maybe he really did care about me...what made him come back? whats making me want to even think about how we once laughed...held each other all thru the night....he is just this amazing boi with this beautiful smile and this crazi sense of humor...now all thats left in my mind is the questions...should i forgive him? how long will we last if i do? what will make a second chance different? and how will i trust him? huge questions that i have to answer myself based on his actions
or i could easily move on to a sweet compassionate boi...that is willing to take my hand and would do his best not to hurt me...
whats is going to be this time...whos going to win...