Lost Cause - Dorm Life

...and has she laughed in my face my respect for her chokes...hesistates, then commits suidcide. So take your pride and run, because you have just made your life hell. All she has is this pedistal of eye rolling and immature words. Once agian my room mate as proved to me that she is capable of taking my hate one step further. Im easy to forgive and a master mind at forgetting, but she tattoos my memory with the most selfish of actions, and the most inconsiderate words. Her face becomes twisted in my mind...and i manipulate it into this ugly beast, one i cant beat...but will always push back with my undenialble skill at putting together the most scarring of words. Comprimise is inevitable....but denying your own mistakes is pitifull. So i hope she drowns in her own self inflicting actions, she can never break down what i have built up...she hardly effects my thoughts at all.